Love & Faith
Forgiveness is all i Ask for.

By Ernie
This is my sorrow.
I shall note it down.
It seems that fate has decided,
It has decided that our paths would cross,
It decided that we be intertwined,
We met.

It did not happen at first sight,
Unlike others Time allow these feelings to mature
Time gave me depth of understanding
Time gave me different aspect of your delicate visage
Time gave me to you, closer by the moment.
Time insisted you were hard to find.

The chances I had to tie up with you, I remember.
The chat and the chagrin.
The typing and the torment.
The games and the gripe.
The puzzles and the pang.
The skating and the sufferings.
The jokes and the jaundice.

You were an aegis in times of pain.
My nourishment for tomorrow.
Motivation in trials.
And Security in fear.

Seconds of anxiousness
Minutes of eagerness
Hours of joyfulness
Weeks of chaperon
Months of Love
And a year, queer and vexatious.

But even time is not eternal
Eventually like sand in a Hourglass,
It will pass.
Eventually like the sands of the deserts
The Dunes Erode.
Time spent on you, I cannot take back.
Fate decided to pull us apart.

We were never really together.
Like a fool, my folly
Deceiving myself in muddled thought
A dream or a fantasy
that would never realize

Everyone told me to let go initally,
I could not
My feelings would not cheat me
I would not
Alas, I followed my feelings
Never to give up.
Yet It failed.
My efforts wasted.

Chances that came
Opportunities that passed
Rejection, Gutless.
You said nothing at all.
Ignorance is Bliss.

I say I am willing to put it all behind
move on and I will leave it alone,
I am lying, you know i am.
My heart won't let me put it down.
I cant.
The pain comes from the heart.
Overwhelms my being.
Dwelling in the memories i have
I could never get back.

Memories of regret,
Things i cannot forget.
Memories of you,
Things we used to do.

I can tell you don't know me anymore
I can tell that i don't know you at all.

A beautiful somewhere,
the memories i share.
I hope we will meet again someday.
Perhaps in under better circumstances.
And you would say you never met someone like me.

Then again i will never know.

My part i have done.
I leave the rest in god.
In faith.
Full faith.

Listen to my cry.
Never give up.

Hope,
One day we may be together again.
In love & Faith.